candy, marshmellow and chocolate malt !

2005-04-05T18:36:00.000+08:00

i am bored!sigh. got piss off this morning by my mum for no reasons she will start scolding me. so irritating! sch was quite ok today. ms jane tan didn't come again so had free period. had bio test. aft that went tp with ame, farhana and mel to meet junlong. aft that went to eat. boring! boring! boring!

2005-03-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

went to meet amelia at town today. two of us like loner can. skye will like play us out. two of us will like eat for an hour and we will like waste our time on take lots of neoprints. (: hahas. then met faiz and zatay.then went to church. boring. sigh.

2005-03-20T11:59:00.000+08:00

had chalet on the 17th to the 19th. so happy that you guys were there to celebrate my birthday with me((: i want to say a BIG THANK YOU to all those who went =]. i am aso really really sorry if i wasn't there most of the time to entertain you all ):. and aso thank you for all the gifts and suprises ((: really enjoyed myself alot. now am so bored and slpy. got woken up by my mum. still hav loads of hw to complete sigh. sch is reopening tml.

2005-01-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

my life is just so fucked up.

2004-12-17T08:54:00.000+08:00

sigh.going to work soon.have been working for the past 4 days.so tiring.have to stand the whole day.and working there is so boring.haha.thanks mel,amelia,salma and gaya.p for accompany while working haha.

2004-11-30T10:59:00.000+08:00

can you believe i am still sick! it has been 4 days. it ain't getting any better! sigh.i want to go out i am bored! been sleeping alot for the past few days! i feel i am like a pig.bored!bored!bored!

dying of boredem!sigh.

2004-11-27T21:31:00.000+08:00

i am sorry skye! i promise i will go out with you someother day! can you believe i am sick.arghh..have fever and my throat hurts.think i am going to get gastric my stomach hurt so much.but who cares.at the most i have to be stuck at hm for the next few days haha.as if i will liddat.i have to go out or i will die of boredem! i just miss you guys so much!

think i am mental.sigh.

bored!bored!bored!

2004-11-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

guess wat! i just love my candy and my marshmellow. mel and skye! i just love you both to bits!-muacks- i am just so happy that i am married to them! i will nvr leave you both.i promise=)

2004-11-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

damn! my hp is confiscate again by my mum cox of my bill! haix. so ppl anything just msg my hi-card no.

2004-11-25T13:48:00.000+08:00

i love mel too! i promise i will nvr ever you too! you are so precious to me! hope that you will always be happy with your cow! just remember that we will always make it by holding our hands together((: hehe.not forgetting i love all my friends too.you people just make my day! shree! dun ya worry about thing okayy.i love ya too.salma! hope that you are happy with whoever is with you now!and congrats to you=)

guess wat. i am bored and sleepy!-yawn-

imissyousobadly!doyouknow!duntinkyouwould!coxyoudunevencare!sigh.

2004-11-25T13:38:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place, Like some how you just dont belong, And no one understands you?
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud,
That no one hears you screaming?
No, you dont know what its like, When nothing feels alright,
You dont know what its like,
To be like me!
To be hurt,
to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when youre down,
To feel like youve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no ones there to save you,
No you dont know what its like,
Welcome to my life
Do you want to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more,
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
While deep inside youre bleeding?
No you dont know what its like,
When nothing feels alright,
You dont know what its like,
To be like me!
To be hurt,
to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when youre down,
To feel like youve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no ones there to save you,
No you dont know what its like,
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face!
No one ever stabs you in the back!
You might think Im happy,
But Im not gonna be okay!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted!
You never had to work,
it was always there!
You dont know what its like (what its like)
To be hurt,
to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when youre down,
To feel like youve been pushed around.
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no ones there to save you,
No you dont know what its like,
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

2004-11-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

just now that whole para is writen by melanie. but yesh indeed she is the greatest friend to me. haha.can't imagine life without her. haha amelia i love you too. you are aso another great friend to me ((: hehe.

2004-11-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

i swear melanie is the greatest fren i can ever find she is so nice to me i like all the comments she gives me! it will all stay by my side next to my heart forever and ever.i promise mel is my dreaest forever and i will nt flirt wid others!

2004-11-24T19:52:00.000+08:00

am back again haha! still at mel's hs after so long! just had dinner -yummy- . i just love mandy! she is sooo cute. mel i want your youngest sis. haha. hmm.sigh.so bored! skye! dun ya worry abt the problem okayy. will always be there for you haha. you know wat melanie is MENTAL! haha. she is singing la! i tink the whole hs is going to collapse.haha. i am forced to say this! MELANIE IS THE GREATEST! are you satified now? haha.

mel told zan how to spell all the words here!!

i ain't that stupid okayy. haha.

bored! bored! bored!

2004-11-24T16:55:00.000+08:00

boo! after soon long i m blogging haha.now in mel's hs.had alot of fun with them((: can't slp for the past few days lots of things are in my mind.sigh.thanks skye for always talking and accompany me for the past few nights.really appreciate it=) it's the holidays and i am bored staying at home.sigh.i miss all my friends.

2004-09-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

aft soo long nw i m blogging again haha. my blog is dying haha but who cares =) now having IT lesson damn bored =) hehe! i really dunnoe whether to trust you again haix. life just sucks hehe! i just can't believe what is happening ard me! hehe! maybe somethings are not meant to be so let it be haha! i m lyk talking craps now haha! just really damn happy tt all my friends are there for me =) love you guys sooo much - muacks- hehe! lalalalala....just had so much fun today haha..feeling so sleepy now -yawns- hehe.

2004-04-07T16:05:00.000+08:00

haixz...dunnoe why i juz can't stop thinking of you....i juz wish i could juz forget you but i can't....arghh...feeling so confused abt the feeling for you......why is this so...arghhhh.........hate it.....weLL...skool was quite okie 2dae haha in the morning i was feeling rather down......but this shree and melanie was there making me laugh lah haha..juz love em haha.....i had p.E 2dae and had to run 5 rounds was so tiring haha....mr koh was piss with my class 2dae haha but who cares.....and he said tt we can't go to the libaray animore for reading period lah.....haixz...so sad haha.........weLL.......i realli wanna thanxz these frenz who realli made my day............................................................

ppl lyk:

-// melanie //-
hey mel.......you are e best all rite.bestiex wad. lols.you had
brought me so much laughter.hahaa. there is so much i wan
to say to u.thanxz for alwayz being there for me:D well....i
will alwayz be there for you juz as you were there for me:D
and i dun ever wan to lose you.cause u mean
so much so much to me. aft all this yrs, days go by.
e laughter and love we shared.. never will forget kk.. i promise.
you will alwayz be the little sweet angel in my heart tt brighten
my life in times of need:D love ya alwayz *muaCkzZz*

-// shree //-
you have make my life so happy:D been so glad with you:D
never will i forget all the fun and laughter we shared. its will stayed
wif me forever. thanks for always be there for me.you be sure i will be dere for u too.
love ya alwayz*muaCkzZz* realli thanxz for everything you have done for me:D

-// suat ling //-
i had so much fun with you.seeing you everydae can realli brighten my day cauz your
smile and your laughter realli make me forget all my problems tt i m facing...haha thanxz for alwayz
letting me bully you want:D haha but realli glad to have you as my fren:D love ya alwayz
*muaCkzZz* and i will nvr forget you...i promise.....you muz aso smile alwayz kkz :D

-// amelia //-
so glad tt you are alwayz there for me and support me in times of needs.....
your company and laughter realli brighten my day...had so much fun with you:D
your advice tt you gave me are alwayz veri useful:D i will nvr forget the times you and
the others will bully me haha but tt time i sure had alots of fun:D me will alwayz rmb all
the fun we had together:D me will nvr forget you love ya alwayz.....

-// gayathri b //-
thanxz for everything you done for me:D i realli appreaciate it...... i will nvr forget the fun
and laughter you brought to me...me will alwayz be there for you juz as you had been there
for me:D...well i will nvr forget you i promise:D love ya alwayz *muaCkzZz*

-// gaya.p,anu,archana,reka and sharmila //-
i will nvr forget the laughter tt you all have brought into my life......realli thank you all for everything
tt you have done for me i realli appreciate it:D.... love ya guyz alwayz...will nvr forget you all *muaCkZzz*

-// chloe //-
my talking partner when i m bored haha thanxz for alwayz accompany me whenever i m bored
you alwayz have to listen to all my crapz haha but thanxz anw i will nvr forget you :D love ya alwayz:D

i wanna say that i love all of you.cos all of u brought me laughter and joyy. there is no sadness, no sorrow being wif you all its jus total HAPPINESS . My life wun even be complete w/o all of u. there is no wrd to describe how much all of you mean to me. you been dere for me during my darkest point of my life. how could i even handle w/o u all . you all know me inside out. there is proberly nothing i can lie.hahaa. jus wan to say a MILLONS thanks !!- muaCkzZz . =))
thanks for being wif me.//!!-

* sorry if i miss out anyone kk .. hahaa.

2004-04-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

school was rather okayy...but lessons ended at 11am cauz of the emergency exercise haha.......when the emergency exercise thing started. assembled at the bball court. it was hot! and we stay there lyk 1/2 hr haha but quite fun cauz miss lessons mah haha.......but aft awhile in the bball you can slowly see all the umbrella start popping up haha....everyone was so well-prepared. haha......aft some time, dey shifted us to da hall. it was so much cooler. dey played christian songs and sponsored mineral water.haha while waiting for mrs lee we all started toking lah haha then this melanie all of a sudden go and pour water on suat's hair haha.....then tis cui shan and lakshmi played with the water lah haha they sort of have a water fight haha......damn funni lah haha......when mrs lee came into da hall and started debriefing..aft that 3/7 & 3/8 were made to stay back for awhile cauz miss kang caught cui shan and lakshmi playing water and she started to lecture us lah.... but it is not onli our class play lah sec 2 aso got but she onli pick on our both classes.....after tt we went back to class and we took some pixz with eunice's camera haha........veri fun lah haha.....skool ended at 1.30pm...suat,anu and me went toa payoh to met this mel and gaya...aft meeting them we went to town to take neos... haha poor gaya she lost her water bottle in toa payoh mac......aft we walk in town for awhile i headed home...haha overall todae was quite fun haha....orh yar i forgot..... my angel was so sweet to me todae haha cauz she bought me a drink and sweets thank you so much haha..yupz tt's abt all todae haha....: shall blog some other time byeee.......

2004-04-02T14:25:00.000+08:00

eLLO... haha i wanna thank eunice for helping to do this blog thank you so much.:D haha love ya *muaCkzZz* Today we had cross country in bishan park, it was quite fun lah. weLL... during the cross country,kar mun ,kellyn,faiznur,suat ling,linda,gaya.p and me plan to walk and block the whole path so tt we can be in the top 44 haha tt was lame lah. the whole group of us walk and run lah but we walk most of the time lah:P haha we also laugh alot lah haha it was so embarassing when suat ling and me were walking then someone took a pic of us lah haha. Aft the cross country, mel,amelia,faiznur,gaya.b,gaya.p,eunice,salma,chloe and me when to juction 8 lah. we wanted to take a taxi but all the taxi was on call haha. there was one sec one girl lah she cry lah juz becauz we went in front of her lah haha tt girl muz be nutcase haha:D but today was quite fun lah :D hmm think tt abt all haha...........